x.chocolate

2011-11-23T07:34:00.000-08:00

I miss you - YJL

a guy that prolly don't even give a damn on me :(

I hate this!

I hate myself for being like this.

Maybe if I'm a healthy person..

maybe,

maybe...

2011-11-08T08:03:00.000-08:00

FOR FCUK I CARE?!?!?!?!

Cause I hate this feeling that you know someone dislike you till so obvious

YET I CAN'T CHANGE ANYTHING!

It's like this person is making others to dislike me too.

LIKE THAT FUCKING *A!

IS IT IN MY FUCKING LIFE EVERY STAGES I'VE TO MEET THIS KIND OF PERSON?!?!
LIKE WHAT THE HELL!

I KNOW CURSE AND SWEAR DOESN'T CURE.

so I shall stop here.

I need to get all those nonsense thoughts out of my head!

I've been thinking of happiness that won't happen on me neither does it ever belong to me.

Yes I know it sounds emo, but it's so true.

2011-10-04T08:42:00.000-07:00

Human can never get satisfied with what they have.

They always want more!

2011-08-19T08:44:00.000-07:00

it's time to get strict with my diet.

real strict ! and exercise lots !

I'm so gonna lost weight 5 kgs or more within this two months.

so that the outcome of my photo shoot will be nice :)

It'll be all worth it, I hate fat me !

I hate it when I look at myself in the mirror and found myself FAT!

I hate the word FAT!

2011-08-09T08:31:00.000-07:00

oh well.

recently, I'm vexed, vexed on how to make my one only 21st birthday celebration special.

hmm..anyway

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

2011-06-12T02:19:00.000-07:00

做错的人，是绝对不会承认自己错。

但是，做对的人也可以不完全是对的。

2011-05-19T02:09:00.001-07:00

I <3 my mummy ^ ^

2011-05-17T00:17:00.000-07:00

I don't want to move house!

NO WAY!

2011-03-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

想停止呼吸。。。

2011-01-27T08:42:00.000-08:00

all of a sudden

I realise everone is changing, has changed

has become people that I am not longer familiar.

Only me.

still standing at the same spot.

2011

2011-01-01T06:08:00.000-08:00

2011 resolution: To be a better person.

And a new year wish: Every single one that I know, including myself, to be truly happy :D

Ps: I type 2010 at first ;p

2010-12-27T23:37:00.000-08:00

Finally its the start of the last week of December.

There goes Christmas 2010 and very soon, 2010 will be over.

Time is really zooming fast.

Anyway, this short term break of mine is awesome!

Have a great chat with gg! after DFM paper.

I'm a bad friend, I didn't manage to let her finish her food :(

Meet up with yan ling for flea, shopping and yogurt buffet :D

Manage to get myself nice bangle, and few piece of top and bottom home :DD

After this incident, I now realize I fail to be a tour guide ;p

And I will never get sick and tired of yogurt :DDD

HAHAHAHAHA !

Finally, able to meet up with my lovely at Nex :D

Dine in at dian xiao er, sharing gossips and heart to heart chat with you is AWESOME !

We shall always keep in contact for the next 10 years and so okay? :)

Btw, I've been to Nex for so many times and I think its a damn 'foodies' place.

The place is have way too many dining places.

Yet, I still manage to get myself a few pair of shoes there.

Overall, I think it's a damn wonderful place.

Convenient for me to get those yummy yogurts that I like ;)

Christmas day was spent with my family.

It was super enjoying!

It was an awesome month, catching up with friends, talking all day long. spending time with friends, random meet up with sherlyn and xiuli.

These days were really nice, finally got to enjoy life.

2010-12-08T05:05:00.000-08:00

I WANT TO RANTTTTTTTTT !

What the point of volunteering to do everything,

when everything is WRONG !

Make me embarrassed myself in front of the entire class by playing a non workable video.

Report all crap

BRAVO(Y)

You did your part by giving me your waste and let me clean.

thank so much.

2010-12-02T05:47:00.001-08:00

I want to wake up any time I want.

I want to eat whatever I want.

I want to have a body that won't grow fat.

I want to change course.

~~I want her to leave.~~

Ok I have no rights to do so,

or maybe I want to rewind the time.

I want to stop minding the calories.

I want to stop thinking of the fat I will grow after eating.

I want to stop having cravings,

I want to stop drawing products !

Seriously, I rather draw fashion clothing.

That's what I am interested at the very beginning.

I want to stop being anti-social in school.

I want to stop taking engineering related lesson.

I want to stop hearing those switches, coil, DFMA, VA Table.

I want to stop having this irritating feeling that I am having now !

2010-11-30T01:27:00.000-08:00

Everyday, well maybe recently,

The feeling goes stronger each day.

I have this strong feeling.

~~give up!~~

~~gave up~~

~~everything~~

Just slack at home, and think of nothing.

Surf net, eat, watch TV.

Just lock myself in my comfort zone,

and not stepping out of it anymore.

~~I know, I'll then become a unless bum, and a unfilial ass.~~

2010-11-27T22:06:00.000-08:00

Hasn't been blogging for a really long period of time.

Well, i don't care whether you care or not,

I'm gonna blog now !

HAHAHAHA!

I have quit my job long ago,

as school has re-open =/

I guess OMG! it has been more than a month since school has started !

Time really flies,

although I have been dragging myself to school everyday =x

I have been getting lazier ever since school start.

I use school, assignments, projects and reports as a excuse of not going for exercise.

When I am working, at least I still does that =/

Worst of all, I think I have been eating a lot !

I hate it !

I blame on the stress that school gives =.=

I drag my work, my workload its seriously getting higher and higher. Tsk

PROCRASTINATE !

RSDTLQ !

Work hard !

Prove it, prove yourself that you can be as hardworking as you used to be !

~~Maybe I should have chose JC as my first choice~~

Ps: don't you realise you are more hardworking when you are in secondary school ?!

2010-11-07T05:03:00.000-08:00

Hi Peepos !

Yes I am 20th now,

I am one year older now.

I just spent my birthday with a bunch of my good friends :)

Thanks for coming

and

Thank YOU for organising it !

Well, good times always flies.

Tomorrow, it's Monday again :(

School, AGAIN !

I dislike PIP.

I can already feel the stress like naooooooooooooo !

Even though, our project has reach the critic time yet.

TSK.

2010-10-24T01:46:00.000-07:00

it's seriously been a very long long long time since I last update.

oh well,

I am really too lazy & busy to blog.

Working life has been GREAT !

environment is cozy,

boss is free and easy,

those colleagues is crazy,

seriously have ultimate FUN to the max with them !!!!!!!!!!!!

Although, I spent my entire holiday working, I have no regret.

All thanks to them, without them my working life will be bored to the max.

I will be just like a money slave,

who goes to work every 6 days/wk.

Our boss always organise activities after work,

dinner, birthday chalet, k-song session, clubbing etc..

so even our after work life's not boring !!!!!!!!

School reopen really sucks big time !

The thought of me leaving them,

really upset me damn lots.

How I wish I have already graduate,

and I can continue to work with them =/

This was my first time, working alone in a new environment.

It turns out to a brilliant.

I admit, at the beginning,

I seriously feel sad that I have no friend to works with me.

I even doubt the definition of friend.

But now I guess, I wont reject the idea of working alone in a new environment

cause you never knows it might turn out to be great =)

That's a says in chinese sentence; 有失必有得.

so if you're me now, whereby you have to work alone in a new environment,

dont get freak off, nor upset.

There're still friendly people around, you won't be that 'lucky' to get to know all the nasty people in the world.

Well, it's time for me to go back to school.

No more fun, no more big group of people accompany me.

I'll be all alone,

for class,

for lesson,

for lunch,

for school...

2010-09-13T00:42:00.000-07:00

Havent been blogging for very long.
well... holidays have started weeks ago.
I manage to found myself a new job pretty soon.
It something I am good at ?
well, I guess I am left w no choice isnt it ? lol.
the pay is quite gd,
which makes me spend damn a lot without even getting my pay !!!!!!!!!!!!
this has to STOP !
STOPPPP !!!!!

well, im glad that my colleagues, are all easy going and fun people.
You know that kind of uneasy feeling,
when you are in a new enviornment; all alone.
I hate it.
Luckily, I dont get to experience that, even during my v. first day of work.
they are people who really know how to enjoy their life.
so we shares quite a lot of stuffs,
thus, my lunch/dinner time w them is fun :)
we do have chatty box, thus boredom is never in our dictionary.
but the work that we are doing; do make us feel bored sometimes :(
I shld get myself a book soon,
I mean real soooonnnn !
it will definitely kill the boredom away,
since there are seriously, no rules and regulations in the office
you can even surf net, msn, fb.
HAHAHAHAHA !
Heard from them, that after the 15th,
you can do whateva you want, as long as you turn up in the office will do.
MUAHAHAHA !!!!!!!
alright, I know you are envy =x
HAHAHAHAHA !

i am quite addicted to travelling places to places all alone.
after work, I wont go straight home.
I'll go explore the tiny SG !
all alone ! hahahaha !
ever since I went to raffles place alone and it falls on the freaking night time.
I am not scare or neither do I feel lonely, when I am out all alone.
It good to have some time, all alone by yourself.
well, thank to this new hobby of mine,
I get to try a lot of different yogurt,
without waiting for friends accompany.
I can now either go alone, or drag my colleagues along.
since it just nearby HAHAHAHA !

tell you guys a secret,
if you find me,
taking a very long time to the toilet.
dont be surprise,
you can find me in great world city !
HAHAHAHA !
well seriously, that's a totally awesome advantage when your workplace
is damn near the shopping malls,
and your supervisor is damn gooddddd !
HAHAHAHAHAHA !

2010-08-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

YEA YEA YEA YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!
12 weeks of attachments, IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRRR

IT HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOHOOOO ~~~

I guess
i will miss my office only [ cause the smell isnt that strong. LOL ]
i will miss the freedom that my supervisor gave
i will miss buying ppy from ppb
i will miss buying sandwich from that auntie
i will miss my fish slice yee mian soup
i will miss going in and out of co-op for nothing
i will miss the convenience of walking to office from the school gate
i will miss BRONTE !

DID YOU SEE THAT?!
HAHAHAHA !
BRONTE, I'LL MISS YOU ;PP
AWWWWW ~~~
so sweet of me right ?
HAHAHAHAHAHA !!!

I will definitely miss
the fun,
the craps,
the secrets,
the randomness,
the imitation of me from gg version,
the aftermath of drinking HRT
the process of slowly eating our sandwich,
that we have together...
oh and dont forget our paparazzi paper & calories paper.
HAHAHA !

seriously time flies isnt it ?
from dragging myself to work early in the morning,
to counting down the number of hours to knock off,
to forcing myself to go to work during the term break and YOG holidays.
to NOW; HOLIDAYSSSSS !!!!!!!!

alright; a message to you =)

no matter what will happens to us or
will we still keep in contact when the new semester starts,
i seriously hope that,
you will know that your families & friends do love you no matter what happens, so stop thinking so much -.-
you will appreciate yourself, and stop abusing your body -.-
you will still eat normally,
you will still have your meals regularly,
you will enjoy every ballet lesson of yours,
most importantly,
you will BE A SMILIE & HEALTHY GIRL =DD
you will BE MORE CONFIDENT IN YOURSELF =)

ALRIGHT ! that's so not me.
it too mushy. ;pp

anyw all thank to your influence,
i like red bean paste pau now,
and i like to try all kinds of red bean paste related foods
which i used to dislike it, and i dont even eat it.
i like yogurt too,
which i thought that all kinds of yogurt is sour =/

ps: actually today I wanted to buy pineapple but i dont dare =x

2010-08-09T02:03:00.000-07:00

this is my first time going shopping alone.
I did it on purpose,
as it just my neighbourhood shopping centre afterall.
un/fortunately I saw them.
Well, surprisingly we did exchange greetings this time round.
just some plain conversations, and we parted.

There are friends who comes and go in your life,
but they are still friends who are always there for you.

I know it's totally impossible to go back, like how we used to be.
This big group of people whom I knew,
who jokes,
who fool around,
who share woes,
who share happines
who enjoy being together.
are no longer the same anymore...

I knew it all along, it's time to let go...
I am not holding back as tight as I first used to be.
I am not trying to be emo.
I just cant help it, I will feel worry for them, if they met any troubles or difficulties.
I don't mind lending a helping hand.
I don't mind without letting them to know.
I don't mind being hated, as long as they are alright.

Afterall, those memories to me are always as precious as ever.

Yes. That's how foolish I am.
That's why people who is in msn list,
will/will not realise that I have the word''ssabmud'' in my nick.
Never do I expect such thing to happen on me.
They put a front; a good one.
so good that it make me feels goosebumps all over me if I will to see them again.
I am afraid
afraid to face them again.
afraid to be alone again once school reopen.
afraid that I will no longer be myself...

2010-07-07T08:09:00.000-07:00

I have to FACE IT !
I have to PASS THROUGH THIS SHIT !
I have to SURVIVE IN POLY !
I have to do WELL IN STUDIES !
I have to get MY PRIDE BACK !
I have to continue LOOKING UP !
I have to continue SMILING !

I HAVE TO !

2010-06-29T01:06:00.000-07:00

I am super SLEEEEEPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYY NOW !
but I am having attachment, so cant sleep )=
my eyes can hardly open man !

alright updates for the past two weeks..

went shopping w that happy girl,
end up I didn buy anything =.=
and she was the one who brought a watch back home. -.-
then went kbox,
it sure was a impromptu decision.
so there gone my shopping again.
HAHAHA !
oh and her visit to the hotel toilet -.-
luckily, I am not really very urgent.

then that woman is back to SG.
have damn lots of catch up with her.
went shopping, real shopping this time ! =DD
I am not empty handed this time =)
there still a long list of wanted stuffs
pay please faster come.
although, you are little,
I still need you.
LAME !

2010-06-18T15:37:00.000-07:00

It ALWAYSSS BORED in the office !!!!
seriously dun feellll like drawing nowwwww !
so decided to camwhore ((=

This is ME ! making puffer fish face. teeehee=)

listen to clock ticking...

looking at the time past...

I AM SO BORED ! Save me, will you ?

NOOOOO ! I won't, I gonna let you rotttttttttttt.

FINE ! at least today is FRIDAYYYYYYYYY !
this make me SMILE =)
WEEEKKKENNNDDDDDDDDDDD is HEREEEEE !!
& & & sundayy is cominngggg =DD
my sashimiiii I am coming !
Melanie is BACK !
Hopefully, back with my stuffsss toooo =)))
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

decided to blog
cos i am BORED !
i finished watching ma korean dramas,
ma another taiwan drama is nt uploading any new episode.

having attachment now
promised myself to do some quality works in the office today.
but failed )=
seriously, FB until so SICKENING MAN !
but what else can u do w ur lappy when u r extreme bored ?!!!
tell me tell mee !!!! PLS TELLL ME !! TELL ME PLS !!

A Hectic Day

2010-06-05T08:14:00.000-07:00

what a hectic dayy ytd.
went to studio early in the morning,
to print out all my cadd drawings
then cabbed to NUH,
was late for the appt.

went bac to skool again, to tidy my portfolio
i took the wrong bus =.=
end up taking cab again.

realised there is still a lot of mistakes in my cadd drawings !!!
although I have checked for N times !! tsk tsk
so i have to re-print !
wait for that one and only printer in my studio to be free of que
OMG !!!!!
just by waiting will make me panic till death man !
as the clock ticks,
my deadline is getting nearer and nearer
was supposed to meet audrey to accompany her to repair her hp,
but i wasnt able to make it.
rushed to co-op and rushed bac to studio.
organise my folio once again.
FINALLY ! its DONE
NO MORE FYP FOR ME!!!
YEAHHHHH !!!

left the school with eiqah & shimin
we took train tgt,
i drop at dhoby gaut
and i was late again !
but when i reached astons, there still people havent reached yet =.=
OMGGG !!! ASTONS Q are forever so lonngggg !
camwhore like some crazy ppl while waiting for our turn.
have a fabulous dinner w fabulous grp of pple =DD
went for starbucks after dinner
thank HAK YONG for the treat =)
went t some place to chill,
camwhore again.
bac to hg
thank jermaine.
it so gd to have ur own car
esp. is not lorry, van or pick-up. tehee
went t mac t chill
went bac hm at ard 130am

home sweeett home...

wake up at 3pm this afternoon!
woohooo !
that the reason why i LOVE SATURDAY !

2010-06-02T13:53:00.000-07:00

hohoho as requested by bronte
i am here updating my blog =DD

alright FYP final presentation has ended !!
BUT !
FYP is still not over yet for me
still need to do do some touch up.
SICKENING !

after FYP,
the next day was a holiday,
so i sleep for almost the entire dayy.
MUHAHAHAHAHA !!

saturday
meet up with bee shuan at the MRT stn
and sorry bee shuan, i was late =x
i know you are reading this. =)
meet up w the girls + zineng first b4 gg ms lim hse.
it was seriously awkward when we first reach,
all the guys is alr. there !
so many familiar yet not so familiar face looking at you.
awkward right ?!
hmm.. seriously i tink elizabeth can be a good MC in the future.
HAHAHAHA. she really can turn the atmosphere to a good one =DD

sundayy
has a SUPER DUPER LONG breakfast with you-know-who-you-are. hahaha
from 9am to 4 pm. COOL HUH ?!
HAHAHAHA !!!
have really longggg longgg chat.
all those who nv turn up their childhood secrets is exposed.
HAHAHA

rushed to sherlyn's hse immediately after that.
brought her to TTSH.
seriously, NUH is better.
their medical smell is not that strong. =x
apologised for not being able to be there for you always.
but STAY STRONG GIRL !

ytd gotten a free treat from xiuli
woooss
and the salmon sashimi is NICE !
receive extra pocket money from my fabulous uncle !!
HAPPY HAPPYY !

meeting my bff for dinner tonight
she is leaving SG soon!
must come back with my copic markers hor =DD
and and dinner with those wonderful peeops on fri
woosss

and and and i wan WONG WAI SAN
to come back from that Phucket soonn
dont forget our shoppping next week !
those gossipsss no worry will share with you !! =DD

working with bronte is so much fun =D
rather than ALONE in this hell place !

i am satisfied with my life now noww =DD

2010-05-20T01:50:00.000-07:00

i am seriously trying to cool myself down now
my blood is boiling now
that stupid lizard !!!!
is avoiding me !
you think i want to see your face meh ?
if you dont sign
dont hav your FUCKING APPROVAL
i cant proceed
u should know this well better than me right ?!
and u still avoid me !
still waste my TIME !!!!
u make people change for hell freaking 3 weeks
do u think i still have three weeks for you to waste !
you damn old freaking lizard !

anyw ma attachment is in skool company
gt pay la
but in skool lei !!
like go skool again
my frenx get t work outside u know
and somemore near my hse lei
anyw i shldnt grumble for my attachment as long as not in house n gt pay
i am satisfy.

PISSED OFF !

2010-05-12T08:44:00.001-07:00

watever reasons you are having,
you should have at least give me a chance for an interview
and not heavily depend on that f*cuking company in this f*ucking school !
whereas other people have the chance to interview again and again

ME ?!
FOR GODNESS SAKE,
will i even have ONE single CHANCE ?
if i fail this chance does it mean there will be no other interviews for me ?
oh please that freaking hell company din even reply yet
so does it mean i have to do in house ?
am i gonna stay in the school for this F*UCKING 3 MONTHS !!!
whereas the others are earning money, gaining experience
i am left behind ?
all alone ?!
OH MAN THAT LIKE WHAT THE HELL CANNNNNN??!!!!

Honestly, I chose to study in poly is all because of this freaking hell attachment
now you are telling me,
i am gonna do in house
NO ATTTACHMENT FOR ME ?!
i am like wasting this freaking long 3 years in poly
all this TORTURE, that i have been bearing like for NOTHING !
oh dont tell me is for that freaking cert. without an attachment
is like a toilet paper cannnnnnnnnnnnn ?!
i should have go JC instead !!!
it not like my points are that lousy that i cant go

i din give up,
i din stop here,
i try sending many many many manyyyyyyyy resume to other companies
but out of so many only 1 reply
and is a FREAKING NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!

HELL HOW AM I GONNA SPEND THIS FREAKING 3 MONTHS IN SCHOOL WITHOUT ATTACHMENT ?!
HOW AM I GONNA DRAG MYSELF TO SCHOOL WHEREAS ALL MY FRIENDS ARE OUT THERE DOING ATTACHMENT ?!
SERIOUSLY , IF I QUIT SCHOOL HERE
and go for a private
i will be like WASTING MY OWN TIME !!!!
SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF WITH THIS BIASED CREATURE !

2010-05-03T01:25:00.000-07:00

sad. seriously.
feeling down down downnnnn
FULL STOP

Neighbour

2010-04-24T03:57:00.000-07:00

is neighbour a part of ur family or apart of your family?

we manage to maintain a good relationship w my neighbours
she and my mum always have endless gossips
u know thatt auntie favourite pastime. =x
but they have moved house months ago,
they have been our neighbour since century years ago.
seriously quite missed them.

my current neighbour,
is soooooooooooooo hard to get close with.
alright,
i am actually fine w that
but what make me angry the most is
his son came to doorstep just to SCOLD my parents, w VULGARITIES somemore !
and for godness sake,
we are also victim here.
OMG !
it is alr past 11
and they are shouting like some mad dogs outside my doorstep.
dont u have any other better things else to do ?
i am seriously v. tired after 1 entire wk of sleepless night.
and finally i have the chance to sleep earlyy
but they are TORTURING me, and the neighbours !!!

FOR GODNESS SAKE, PLEASE KINDLY SHUT UR GAP UP.
IS SO UNPLEASANT TO HEAR ALL YOUR VULGARITIES,SHOUTING AND YOUR NONSENSE !
SO PLEASE END THAT NONSENSE OF YOURS !
ORELSE WE ARE GOING TO MAKE A POLICE REPORT !
BY THAT TIME, PLEASE DONT COME BEG AT OUR DOORSTEP
WE PRACTICALLY JUST IGNORE YOU JUST LIKE WHAT WE DID YTD !!!!!!

UPDATESSSSS

2010-04-17T09:01:00.000-07:00

alright there are HAPPYY and unlucky happenings this week.
lets start w e bad one 1st

i trip, i slip, i fall
PAIN !
as i was running late
so i run although
e floor is some sort wet ?!
in the end i was still late for 1 bloody heelll min -.-

my parcel was sent to the wrong address !
den i rush to dis person hse
he was nt at hm-.-
i feel like my heart is fallin out when i am gg to his hse
afraid that he might not return,
he might have thrown it away,
blah blah blah.

PHEW
the person called me !!
cos i left my number to his neighbour
but he seems like he is fooling me
he asked me to go collect asap
but when i reached his hse
i knocked on the door for damn long n damn loud
there were totally no response
even his neighbour heard my knocking sound !
they came out and help =x
hahahas. see they are still nice people
but still NO RESPONSE
so i went bac hm n have ma dinner
then i receive his msg
asking
''when are u comin? i am gg out soon''
i was -.-!!!
alright so i go agn
ate ma dinner in a super fast speed
den still NOBODY RESPONSE
century passed
again his neighbour came to the rescue...

FINALLY
HE OPEN THE DOOR !
with my parcel on his hand =D
anyw i seriously thank him for returning it for me
although the parcel seem to be open before =x

alright, HAPPYYY ones
i change my blogskins =x
teehheee

went to waraku japanese restaurant

mmyy =)
Unagi w egg pasta tgt w ma Salmon sashimi
&
some seasame drink w ice cream =DD

hers=)
creamy mushroom +++
& some float thingy drink

ours =D

not gonna show u those crazy camwhore photos
mayb next tym
teehee xp

oh ya how can i forget ?!
went KBOX on thurs
beizhen comin along too
that day was raining cats n dogs
as usual heavy rain = heavy traffic jam
thus i am late =x
was kinda piss off
alright nt gonnaa mention why
as i forgotten it once i see their faces xp

2010-04-15T10:52:00.000-07:00

am i gonna die soon?
doc ask me to stop ma medicine
if nt i will have kidney stones
but isnt e medicine controlling those stones?
if i dun eat will those damn stones grows ?
i am puzzled.
but i shall do wat the doc said
let wait till 1 month later.

but no matter how tough ma FYP is
i still wish that i can finish the project
b4 i die
so dat i will have at least one single thing in my life that i feel proud of

that will be my portfolio n my prototype (=

2010-04-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

WAT THE HELL !!!!
THIS IS SERIOUSLY WAY TOO EMBARRASSING!

i found ma class is noisy
thus i sing + earpiece to cover their noise
i thot i sing very softly

BULL SHIT !

they can actually HEAR ME !!!
this is damn embarrassing !
tsian wah told me b4
but in a joking way
so i relly thot that he was joking !
WTH !
i dun wanna duet with zach lo
i dun wanna be wat singer no.1 lo
i will keep my mouth shut,
n do my work

i will not
FOLLOW THE RHYTHM WHEN LISTENING TO SONGS IN DAT AQUARIUM OF MINE !

i found myself just way too naive.

prolly zero

i will not turn back.

2010-04-06T00:19:00.000-07:00

prolly i tink too much. mayb - refering to ma previous 2nd post.

but still ii feel awkaward ytd
anyw thank to waiwai,
she reduce e awkawardness =D
mayb ?!
HAHAHA
have ichiban sushi as dinner
damn full
some1 cant even finish her crab still keep eat other stuffs =.=

life is seriously unpredictable,
CHERISH CHERISH CHERISH !!!
ANYONE!
EVERYONE !!!!
NOBODY WILL KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT !
SERIOUSLY !

THANK YOU lai =D

2010-04-04T10:19:00.000-07:00

SPECIAL THANK TO MELANIE !

ytd she accompany me to go door by door,
to do dat damn surveys -.-

we went for lunch after it
and we have McValue Meal !
shake shake fries !! =D
hot and spicy ones niceeee~~ i like =DD

den some shopping,
have our dessert

&

back to survey -.-

2day went to library for my research
thank for the accompany again (=
although u make me 'geng sai' -.-
HAHAHAHA

THANK FOR EVERYTHING !

THIS IS A THANK YOU POST FOR EVERYONE,
FOR THOSE WHO OFFER ME HELP (=
DIN OFFER ME HELP
THANK FOR NOT HELPING ME SO THAT I CAN BE INDEPENDENT (=

2010-04-02T09:59:00.000-07:00

somehow i tink that
u dun relly wanna meet me
jus bcos on san accord.

2010-03-19T11:30:00.000-07:00

how silly am i,
thot that we are still can be friends.
how silly am i,
thot that u will still help me.
got it, liqing ?
That the realistic world.
no one own any one a living,
only your bestie will help you
when you are in trouble.
BUT
never depend on anyone
this will only make you feel
''i am USELESS''.

thank for letting me understand this.

i will never approach you again
so you better dont come seek my help.
peepos, readers; you might think that i am selfish
but i am just paying you back when you gave it to me.

NEW BLOGSKINS !

2010-03-07T03:28:00.000-08:00

Hope ya like it (=

TOMORROW :

skool reopen-- damn SOONNNN
my FYP
STRESS
LESS FREEDOM

cos
my course eat away my holidayss ! )=

luckilyy my holidayys is well spend =DD

ilCNY

2010-02-19T23:43:00.000-08:00

ilCNY ((=

love those catch up w my long tym no c fam.
love those CNY goodies
although, it will make me fat
love the sumptuous dinner
love taking hong baos -lol
love it whereby i am excused for shopping =DD
love my new outfit
love my new shoe
love my new bag
love SHOPPING !!!

shall go for more shopping,
after ESD exam
woohoooo !!!!
and
k - session
follow by a gooodddd meal..
weee ~~~~
is so great that those projects and tests is OVER

ESD shall be gooonnnn real soon !!!!

i need a NEW and BIGGER wardrobe like real sooonnn !!!

2010-02-16T02:32:00.000-08:00

woohoo~
went to ma ahma hse ytd.
it was FUN!

receive lot of comments from those uncles and aunties -.-
from top to toe.
ma heels too tall,
my hair too long,
oso gt goodd comments lai =)
hehex, i more chio liao
wahahahahaha!!!!

big cousins gang up 'bully' small cousin. xp
it so cute to see how those kid react.
so pure and innocent =)

longggggg chat w a-chuan kor
OMG !
sis occuptation is a fashion designer.
so cool rite ?
that was once my ambitious too.
but my dad disallow me to join dat course
said 'no future !' -.-

went home early home this yr
instead of riding free ride jus lyt every yr,
i went home w ma frenx.
dhen she come to ma hse bai nian...

2010-01-24T23:16:00.001-08:00

Although my class consist of 21 people, I feel like I am sitting all alone in class.

2010-01-15T23:11:00.000-08:00

alright. I am seriously serious i am damn busy w PROJECTS.
i tink this will goes on till feb.
wanna :
relax
shopping
enjoy cny
have a good meal
[ have been having breads as ma meals for 1 month ]

but.. time will you lent me a hand ?

I gotta this major project whereby
i gotta design the interior of e car, 3d modelling, make poster n prototype
all within 3 wks !
in e meanwhile i still hav other projects.
each module has 1 project )=
I AM NOT GONNA FAIL ANY MODULES !!!

so

CHIONG AR !!!!!!!

wish me luck peepos ;P

2009-12-31T22:45:00.000-08:00

Today mark the first day of 2010 !
OMG !!!!!!!
Time flies isnt it ?!
gotta start familiarising w writing 2010. hahas
by the wayyy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAIWAI!!!!!
OMG WAIWAI is 19TH !!!
cannottt alwayyss neh neh ni pooo pooo liao hor
must grow upppp

alright is the new start of the year !
I seriously wish that it is a new fresh start for you & me =D
no matter what is it.
In relationship, friendship or family kinship.

Do you have anyone that you dislike or hate ?
If yes, learn to forgive and forget
it is painful to drag the hatred or selfishness of yours to a brand new year
so stay happy in a brand new year =)
isnt that what everyone wish for ?

I wish that in this brand new year
I am more:

Daring
Confident
Courage

dare to speak out.
Voice out my opinions
make really good r/s w my own classy (=
they are really niiiccceee peepos
but ....haix
It time to let go
I shldn't let it ruin another year of mine
NOT AGAIN && & & & NEVER !
I wannaaa join the drama club
I know it will be tough
But seriously I love to act since young (=
I wannaaa overcome my irritating stage fright !!!!
I neeedddd courage !!!!!!!

Wish me all the best ya ! =))

anddd btw i hope that this brand new year
i will SLIM down =DD

2009-12-24T17:51:00.000-08:00

here to update my dead blog.
i nearly forgotten my password for this login. lol
A lot of stuffs happened during this past few weeks

Random stuffs happened- not in sequence :

went to ding tai fung - the noodles is delicious
went shopping @ JP
dine in @ some random jap restaurant
dinner @ tm1
dinner @bbq chicken - i still rmb how the waitress pronounced my order.
Korean Zar-boil-eh ( Korean Charboiled ) LOL
went shopping at far east plaza w yan ling too - walked from far east to centrepoint den from centrepoint back to far east
have ice kacang for supper w 2 bffs - that was the longest laughing session for all this while.
went shopping @ 313 somerset w geraldine
ton @ melanie's hse - thks to a drunkard lady
went shopping w dat drunkard @ ps - LOL

hmm..i guess i din left out anything.

Today is Christmas ! =D

where did you guys went to celebrate ?

i went to melanie's hse to bake merinque and muffins
hmm...the merinque can said is a total failure it look so different from the recipe
as for muffins, i guess at least the double chocolate muffins got a passed
the basic muffin taste lyt ' ji dan gao ' LOL
right melanie ?

have Häagen-Dazs® ice cream as my lunch today ^^ - hahaha i know dat random.

hmmz.. wat to bake nex tym ? Pizza ?
oh ya. have pizza from pizza hut for dinner 2day
it taste lyt as if i am eating oil and flour -.-
izzit bcos i too long nv have pizza from pizza hut
or izzit there is something wrong w pizza hut delivery system ?
haix..no offence to pizza hut here.

yawn~ is a tiring day 2day afterall
still have report to do
and and tonnes and tonnes of projects to do )=

2009-11-27T22:31:00.000-08:00

THIS !
can kill me !!!

I will have a great satisfaction once this presentation is over.

Not gonna elaborate anything on it.
not gonna blame on anyone.
Only 1 person to blame;
myself,
for not click into any of the grp in our class
that why they always leave me alone,
when it come into grp work.

btw failed ma CADD2 test.
as usual
expected.
i knew it from year 1.
seriously, i am always not gd at this kind of program
everytym i tell myself
i am not gonna stop here,
i am gonna improve on it
i even practice on it several times b4 e test
but still failed

____cos i am slow,
____i panic.
____i dun have confident in that.

walk out e classroom, w out permission.
i know i am rude for doing that.
but i dun tink anyone cares
or even realised i am out of the classroom
but still gonna apologised to our adviser here.
cos he saw.
there's seriously no pt sitting down there when...

went nihon mura on thurs
alright,
my stomach is lyt as if it is gonna explode.
i am damn ffffuuullll
BLOATED

we shld relly go dine in at ben and jerry nex tym. =D
[ that not random, u shld noe y. =p ]

2009-11-24T01:33:00.000-08:00

YEAH ! NO tue lesson until nex term =DD
cool right ?
like seriously, WOW ~
ii really really love this module
cos it's e nearest to the course that i wanted to get in; psychology
so do now =D

although, that lot and lots of theory need to understand
but it really fun when u get to know it
and come out with all those fun experiments
and most importantly get to experience it =DD
ii am always curious if wat does human being thinks.
and seriously this module make me find bac my purpose of living.
if only dere it a 2nd level for it [ lyt mda den mda2 ]
i will definitely take it !

oh den y din i took dat course?
it is purely bcos
ii din did extremely well in my O's
so i end up in PDI
is nt lyt it is not a course,
hiya since im in it
i shall do well
and go pursue my psychology course in Uni
provided ii can get into U
muahahahahha.

2009-11-07T00:35:00.000-08:00

i am quite lazy to update..
hhahas..
alright this thurs was my birthday
ma classmates din celebrate for me
but i dun blame them =)
they do wish me =D

skool had end early.
i felt so bad cos i fall asleep in econs lesson.
when i woke up,
lesson end.
LOL

den meet up w sherlyn
she was pretty late.
forget abt e unhappiness.

went shopping for awhile '
den swensen,
here i come =DD

then meet up w melanie n beizhen at boon lay.
i was late )=
cos sherlyn dun wanna let me go.
hahahas
dhen went safra jurong
woohoo~
so cool,
e decoration there is so different from other outlets.
it much more cleaner also
and as every1 noe it is control by a touch screen thingy
while waiting for ur turn to sing, u can even play games =D
cool right ?!
im definitely gg dere again.

they surprise me wif a chocolate moss cake
is a handmade cakie done by melanie =DD
hmm... the cake taste average lo.

BUT BUT is the effort that counts =D

went hm pretty late.
hahahas
sleep for only like 3 hrs
ii overslept.
ii was even late for skool

不期待

2009-11-01T00:46:00.000-07:00

不期待。

因为是如此的期待，而变得不期待。
因为知道事情终究不会那么美好，而变得不期待。

有些时候，我真的在想是我太贪心了吗？
真的不可能吗？
还是，我的要求太过分了呢？
我也不知道。
所以还是不要有所期待。
但是，说实在的我好像做不到。

矛盾。

最终，因为失望所以不期待了。

2009-10-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

ytd is the 1st day of the new sem.
went to watch the ugly truth after skool
yea. i noe
this movie is film long ago
but jus din manage to watch it
dere is only 1 available slot - 720pm
is a TOTAL comedy show !
although it is 'dirty' somehow
but the show is NICE & HILARIOUS !

2009-10-16T09:28:00.000-07:00

this entire week,
i have been relly enjoying myself
since dis is e last wk of e holis must enjoy to the fullness
it just a pity dat we cant stayover at bz hse.
but it alright.. .

went to catch Funny People on Mon at vivo
is not funny at all.
just bit n pieces of jokes here & dere..
Fortunately, we manage to catch the last train.
before dat we went to chinatown
oh man went shopping w xiuli
will relly have a big hole in ma pocket. =x
LOL

tue went for facial
den subway for dinner.
hahax. i only ate dinner for dat day.

wed went for Yum Cha restuarant
oh mine.
the food dere is delicious
but de xiao long bao dere is nt relly very nice )=
must is still worth to go dere again !

then thurs i went for class chalet
but only a few pple turn up )=
Wii is fun !
but im quite a idiot when it come to electronic games
n art & craft stuffs..
learn to bbq yummy marshmallow^^
alan said is more lyt a clique chalet
i dare nt reply
as i tink
i does nt belong to deir clique,
neither do i belong to anywhere in dat class
once skool reopen
i will back to square one
just a follower
ppl will slowly forget my existence... .

meet up w beizhen n melanie after dat
oh god,
we chat till almst 3

den gotta wake up at 1220 pm dis afternoon.

as for 2day
i just spent away almst $250..
haiz..

but at least...

2009-10-06T07:33:00.000-07:00

my mum is a big lier
agree to go on my cousin wedding dinner den disagree
den agree den disagree again
she even blame me for being insensible ?
that ur lies gotta to do wif my sensibility ??
ii want c ma pretty cousin wore wedding gown )=
she is e closest cousin i have.
my mum just dun uds,
tel her duno how many tym,
she still dun uds.

2009-10-03T07:50:00.000-07:00

get to know a bunch of funky frenx from working place
esp. dat cup-bert. hahaha
and dis adorable couple
trying to hide their relationship
but it so obvious,
cos dey r carrying deir 'ding qin xing wu' ard !
LOL
dey r from ngee ann too (=
found kelvin which somehow look lyt pk
which i started to realise after melanie mention it to me..
ok yup i know_ slow.

nw i loike to have ma lunch break at 12 instead of 1
kekeke.
lunch break and go home
is wat i look forward to in ma every working days.
hahax.

have been eating a lot of subway meal-sss for e past one wk
ah.. even cup-bert tease me on dat -.-

almost forget to mention
2day is mooncake festival
this year i am in charge of buying those yummy mooncakes =D
and i chose
COVA Pasticceria - Confetteria
is delicious !
and is snowskin de_ i loike =)
hmm.. get to try 3 flavours
cos my mummy eat away the peanut caramel flavour =X
i loike chocolate w lotus seed best
rose vanilla oso not bad
taste more like cake rather dan mooncake. kekeke
the mango one really give people a different taste toward mooncake.

2009-09-27T03:53:00.000-07:00

all this while i have been working non-stop
except for sunday and public holidays like a workaholic. =X
today is sunday
so here i am, updating my blog.

this is nt e 1st tym i have been working during e holis
but this is e 1st tym i found work tiring
probably bcos my past job isnt dat kind of boring de =/
most importantly, we can chit chat and do work at e same tym...
i just have to bear wif it
if nt stay at hm oso nth to do
other than surf e net
blah blah and those same old stuffs.

went shopping... woohooo~
so happie
shopping never fail to make me SMILE =D
when i get my pay i will go get those nice nice korean clothes,
and that short cardigan and and that watch, that bag, that wallet and and and shoes !!!
wait for me yo!

yeah yeah

YEAH !

2009-09-02T10:12:00.000-07:00

stupid laptop
stupid user
stupid me.

poor all my stuffs,
the more i try to protect,
the more harm i bring to it. )=

argh.

alright.
ytd went for yuki yaki
is buffet + steamboat + fried ice cream !
so i was extremely fulled.
kekeke.
all e pic are wif melanie.
she had alrdy uploaded in facebk =)

hmm.. next we went to bugis.
the stuffs there are almost the same that the blogshops is selling.
so sad.
one only different is melanie know how to bargain wif dem.
kekeke.
brought a few stuffs ONLY but spent quite a lot =x
i feel like i relly have been shopping almst every wk ever since my holidays begin.
i must RESTRICT myself !!!
no more online shopping
no more shopping
not even window shopping !

JOBS !! I NEED U
hasnt been checking emails this few days
which result me in losing one interview ytd. argh. )=

who to blame?
me to blame. haix~

anyone got any lobang pls pls pls recommend it to me !

i need the $ to replace the BIG hole i created in my pocket.
i need the $ to go SS501 concert
i need the $ to pay hp bill
i need the $ to return keity
i need the $ to go out
i need the $ to go try more nice food
i need the $ to go for more shopping !!!

2009-08-30T09:12:00.000-07:00

Recently, i was so engrossed in fated to love you.
ya i know i am a bit slow or even far too slow.
and i was so into Ethan ! hehex.
i wanted to watch 敗犬女王
but i dun wanna spoilt the prince image of his =x

currently, i am so into this 垂涎之岛
you know wat?
2day we jus spent abt 4 hrs !! to load 2 episode at beizhen's hse -.-
and and melanie and i ton at her hse again !
but this time we are free from assignments, projects, and EXAMS
wakakakka.
we hav our girls talk till some doney time
but someone has doze off like 12!
haix~ u know who u r. XD

ok bac to e topic
there is dis guy who is a French,
acted in KOREAN show !
He speak real FLUENT korean language.
OMG ! and he is real HANDSOME
espically his eyes.
as if he hav some very strong 'eye power'
even by jus looking at his pic, my heart beats faster.
alright i know this is a bit exaggerating
but now i uds wat yanti means by; ''it melt ur heart simply just by looking at them.''
next life i wanna be ah mo. wahaha.
i want have natural blonde hair with either blue or green eyes.
wahahahha...
oh by the way his name is 黄灿彬 in chinese and
his real name is Pierre Deporte.
OMG !

ps. * i sound so hua chi here =x

2009-08-20T03:19:00.000-07:00

Ever since that one whole week of chiong-ing projects
i have this bad habit of sleeping very late.
even though my holidays has started like since LAST FRIDAY !
wanna kick this bad habit off.

rumors : True or false ?

2009-08-12T09:20:00.000-07:00

THIS IS SERIOUSLY THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I GOT SO AGITATED.
YOU ARE SO GREAT !
WHAT A GOOD CAPABILITY OF YOURS !
I DONT WISH TO SAY ANYTHING BAD ABOUT YOU
I SHALL BLESS YOU.

2009-08-09T07:52:00.001-07:00

went to ton over at beizhen hse yesterday.
i laugh until i have discomfort with ma throat. LOL
ohh.. anyw i bring ma assignments along )=
sad rite? haix

Next FRIDAY i am soo loooking forward to it !!

do ma prototype 2day.
thanks MELANIE for ur help (=
we have a nice chat while waiting for the paint to dry.
hehex. but still i havent completely finish it.
shall CHIONG AH..

sat at the sofa editing ma boardss
fall a sleep UNKNOWINGLY.
is lyt OMG !
i didn even realise i am so wear out
but still i will FINISH all my works !!!

Presentation

2009-08-04T18:48:00.000-07:00

this time i am not that nervous as before.
but everytime when it comes to presentation my tongue is tied.
I got make eye contact this time,
it only make me feel like i have done something wrong...

im hurt

2009-08-03T21:03:00.000-07:00

Although, we are not relly close
but that lil. action of urs hurt me.

there is tons of work waiting for me.
so

ending here.

2009-07-29T20:09:00.000-07:00

I am TIRED
I am SLEEPY
I am STRESS

I need a GOOD rest.

two more weeks. LIQING; u can do it =D

2009-07-23T02:54:00.000-07:00

i realised
and
i understand.

Independent and initiative are the words.

2009-07-16T00:49:00.000-07:00

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE !!!

finally it's out !

it has been sooo loooonnnngggg
ever since i am in lower sec i have been ''chasing'' it
duno when will the last movie be release.
watch it this morning
this was my 1st tym, i chose to watch movie in e morning.
hahahas
wanted to watch it at e evening
but most of e places was almost fully booked.
so in order to have best seats,
we chose morning.

wait !

no x 10
i din skipped lesson wor~
cos i dun hav class today.
hahaha & & & tmr !
because lesson is cancel for no reason? i guess.
heheex

but i have plenty of work to do =x
my PFA. dat LAMP !
BF - i am suffering now !!!
wwhheew~ BPM test is over yesterday.
hmm... it was nt badly done
neither shld i said i have scored really well
overall it was just 20%
CDD report was over !
woohoo
yesterday i skipped my meals,
just to finish it
but but we still didn manage to finish it on TIME.
pray dat Dr Lim wont penalised us for that. =x
and dat dat I&E,
it so troublesome!
PDP was still NOT over yet.
i relly duno is e lecturer dat's annoying or e module.

ok back to e movie
the ending was kind of too rush.. .
cos e romance part was a bit far too long.
but overall, it was good
hmm..except e goblet of fire. my opinion.
hehex
i nearly tear at e ending part.
because HE was died )=
[ watched it n u will noe who's died ] wakakakaka~~

ps. to melanie, here u go. see i hav jus updated a long looonng one. ;]

2009-07-11T23:17:00.000-07:00

feel like ending school now.

but i know i cant

2009-07-06T20:40:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody.

i am sick; very.
but yet i still have to do dat damn CDD report )=

guess wat my fever went up to 39.1 degree yesterday
but doc. only gave me 2 days of MC
i seriously think dat it's nt enuff
he shld gave me 1 wk of MC. =x

2009-06-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

OMG !!!!!!!!

Time flies super duper fast when it comes to holidays
today ! it the last day !!!
my three wks of holidays end. ..
but when it come to school days i really tink that the time is really very very slow
so slow that you can hear the clock hand tick in every second.

tmr pls richard dun delay our time
we shld end our lesson at 3
pls dun extend...
is so nt possible.

2009-06-27T03:55:00.000-07:00

Has been going out for this 2 weeks.
i am now really broke. hahax

some updates.
went sakae with melanie on dunno which random dates
as usual eat till we very fulled.

done some shopping at tm1 and tm
actually i prefer tm rather than tm1
although tm1 is a new shopping mall

here is a small happening and it goes like this.. .

Liqing:'' where u ? ''
Beizhen: '' tm2 "
LQ: " tm2 ?! ''
BZ: ''ya, u duno meh ? near century sq''
LQ: -_- "' tm lai

luckily, she din ans me she is near tm3 if nt i really wont noe where e heck is she. =x

recently, i have been playing typing maniac
i received challenged from quite a num. of pple
i will scare lei =x
hahahax

2009-06-20T00:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to pk hse for drink
they knew i were unhappy
but i just dun feel like saying it out

have been watching absolute boyfriend for the past few days
i was so touched by the show
that i tink i cried way too much than the actress
i just cant stop my tears from flowing
stupid right ? hahas.

2009-06-16T22:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday
we went to orchard cineleisure Kbox
we sang for 4 hrs.
beizhen kind of eating non-stop rather than go there for singing =x
melanie kept dancing -_-
me ? i kept singing. =)
hahahax.

i knew that meeting up with beizhen,
she will definitely asked me those questions
i know that you all hope, things can go back like the past
but it really impossible.
there no use even if i am willing to take a step forward
but the other parties does not.
i know i cant forget her, no matter what
cos she does really leave a good memory in my life before
i shall take it as a long long dream
and shall start afresh.
i respect her decision
pls kindly let those go
and those ask me abt her anymore.

went for drink and have a long chat with them
it was relly good, REALLY
we talk about everything
i finally got a chance to pour out all my grievances
_ i really dun uds
why does my classmates always like to leave me alone ?
i really dun like to be alone
but i cant asked right in front of them for the reason
what if they tell me cos we dun regard u as our clique
oh man this will be definitely very hurtful.. .

met TKH, i guess he din change much
but he did make me wanna study hard
but i duno how long will this determination last.

Today tarot card:
Judgement signifies the start of a new journey, guided by lessons learned in the past. It represents the culmination of your experiences and is about rebirth and resurrection. It is time to face demons from the past and make a fresh start using a clean slate. Make that final decision that will finally plunge you into a new situation.

ps. pls organise it again (=
& & & remember to go SS501's concert with me !!!

LOUSY DAY

2009-06-10T08:34:00.000-07:00

TODAY is

furious
unhappy
unlucky
boring.

All thanks to someone
pls! dun act smart,
if u duno den jus say it
dun always want me to help you do this and that
once it done, u will go claim 'ur' credits
when things went wrong, you expect me to clear the mess for you
i am not suppose to bear that stupid responsibility,
which i dun have to.
You are a grown-up
this time u shall bear your own consequences.
Dun always expect me to cover up for u
im not a super duper rich girl with 1 million assets
i used what i earn.

My shoe spoilt when i was outside e MRT station
i have to go back home & change
somemore still need to take cab
cos i dun wannna be late for work !!!

Call back
Call back 2
Call back 3

Call back 2
Call back 3

Call back 2
Call back 3

& the cycle repeats.

2009-05-31T02:59:00.001-07:00

Hiiiiiee everyone !

have been really busy nowadays
totally no free time.
not a moment that i can really relax.

Projects is never ending
it just like i have drop into a never ending hole,
i can never reach the ground.

ps: I REALLY DUNNO HOW TO RENDER !!!!!!

2009-05-20T09:20:00.000-07:00

My proto type always sucks =x

and it make my marks sulk too.

2009-05-09T06:40:00.001-07:00

that great !
they are ignoring my existence.

2009-05-04T22:31:00.000-07:00

i hate presentation.
it sucks.

2009-05-01T05:17:00.000-07:00

shit
laptop corrupted.
argh

such a misfortune

2009-04-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

piles of work undone.
it not even a full 2 weeks of schooling
& i am feeling stressed
look forward to this weekend
Yes. Labour Day rocks !
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There are friend come & go in ur life, who act as a passer-by
However, there are also friends always stay by your side.

Honestly, i miss that friendship.

& life really have NO turning back

2009-04-22T07:44:00.000-07:00

Chok asked us ' What you want to be when you graduate '
Most of their job carreer relate to the course that we are currently studying

Me ?
i didnt reply him
i just simply shrug my shoulder.

i want to be a psychologist or a fashion designer

but ii just cant let it out.. .

i seriously hate group work
cos e girls always forget me or ignore me
ii feel like as though i am the Momo in e ' ToGetHer ' - ai jiu zai yi qi

what to do ?
my mouth just cant open
even if it open the voice just dont come out...

2009-04-20T08:01:00.000-07:00

ii wanted to tell him about it but ii dun have a chance
& i just cant open it out to anyone.
i know we are quit.
but this knot inside me just doesnt seem to open.. .

2009-04-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

reached home at abt 3 am yesterday.
gossip with her is always fun =p
luckily we didn have supper
since im on diet =x

argh. tmr school start
back to that lonely world.

she swollen a pill which make her transparent
& mute
that why nobody bother about her =x

Shopping

2009-04-17T23:41:00.000-07:00

Bags Bags Bags Bags Bags

Pants Pants Pants Pants Pants

Polo.T Polo.T Polo.T Polo.T Polo.T

Shoes Shoes Shoes Shoes Shoes

Yesterday went for shopping (:

stupid lahx. school goin to start soon
ii havent even reformat my laptop. argh

就请明天慢一点holidays 能每天度日如年多新鲜。
慢一点慢一点留时间给时间
慢一点慢一点叫明天等几天
慢一点慢一点陪时间荡秋千
慢一点慢一点约从前明天见

2009-04-15T09:20:00.001-07:00

wishy-washy
undecisive

_______________________________________make me foul mood.

money u r so scary.

Stupidest Mistake.

2009-04-14T08:48:00.000-07:00

Dear Blogger,

Question: What do you think is the world stupidest mistake ?

Answer: You make a stupidest mistake and you get caught red-handled.

Liqing.

2009-04-12T03:54:00.000-07:00

Recently,

other than working days .. .

im having my breakfast wif my bff ((:
usually if it is a non-working days for me i will sleep till late afternoon =x
she say she want to have breakfast with me b4 go to work
so i kinda of no choice but i have to wake up early =X

and dhen what happened in e rest of e day .. .

will remain as a secret =P

2009-04-01T23:15:00.000-07:00

Recently, a lot of stuffs happened..

haix.. .let not mention abt that..

yesterday went out to meet bff
concidentally i met jasmine, liang yi & candice
as usual we chat abt everything (:
dhen reached home at about 1

finished watching Boys beforer flower
LAST EPISODE ! ): ): ):
peepos MUST SUPPORT this show !!! =)

2009-03-29T03:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday night
bff wanted to meet up for supper
but my mum banned me from going out late night ever since that happening.. .
so we have a long chat till this morning through phone =x
den went back to take a nap
after that we went out for breakfast.
it was great.
not because of the food but the companion =DD

if u saw this ___

Remember must be happy. And it a order from me =P

then... .

i went out with my mummy
haha.. .surprised right keity ?
since my dad has his off day for today
so the lady should go for shopping =D
mum brought a shoe for herself
after that we went for a feast. hahax~
other than that it was mainly just window shopping =x

yesterday was a special day for me =DD

2009-03-26T23:19:00.000-07:00

some random stuffs happened on random dates.. .

went to watch confessions of a shopaholic
and it was great =DD
i totally agreed with e main lead how she feels when she is SHOPPING !
i am really glad that i dun own a credit card =x

brought lots of korean stuffs home
and i love kimchi :)

went kbox
the hours spent is always too short. hehex

cant found the book i want
but brought back home delicious sashimi, both nice choco & cream wassant
*YUMMY*

has been learning korean language for quite some time
hoped that i will passed :D

New Blog Skin

2009-03-22T22:42:00.000-07:00

New blogskin
hope you peepos like it (:

got back my result,
was not really very good
somehow, i am not satisfied.
but what can i do ?
work hard for Year 2 then :pp

how i wished my life is a 变奏曲 [ variation ]

2009-03-17T04:01:00.001-07:00

In my dreams, she remains as my closest friend

In reality, we are just stranger.

2009-03-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

Annyeong haseyo

my life has been really monotonous,
when i am working
my life will be.. .
wake up early,
go work ,
lunch - ii loike ^^
go home ,
dinner ,
watch tv,
bath ,
sleep.. .

some event do pop out occasionally.. .

if i am at home
i will be
watching DRAMA !!!

Recently, i am so obsessed with this drama called
Boys Over Flower [ Korean Version ]
Kim Kyun Joong who act Yoon Ji Hoo is extreme shuai

2009-02-20T22:29:00.000-08:00

Here to blog.. .
my life is really dull.. .
nothing special goin on

today i finished my one & only exam paper !
yeah~ so its holidaysss. .
u might be thinking where did i went to celebrate right ?
Nope -i went to work straight after my exam finish.

That all. .. really nothing more to update.

2009-02-11T22:35:00.000-08:00

i fall
i screwed up
i blame myself
i hate regrets

somehow i tink i owe u
a

sorry.

2009-02-07T14:56:00.000-08:00

The similar dream appear again.. .
it started 6 months ago
although it is not like as if i having it every single night,
it appear like once or twice in a month.. .
or even every week once.. .
it really so sickening, it always lure me cos
it was always so real in the dream.

i hate it !

2009-02-05T00:34:00.000-08:00

manage to finish the MDA1 report & presentation yesterday
slept at 3.. seriously not enuff sleep.
still gt test somemore
din even have time to really study
haix.. i shall pray for a PASSED ! (:

WHAT ?!
that same lecturer throw us a project again !
gotta submit it by next wednesday
furthermore, poster gotta be submitted by this friday
and e door handle model,
wait i havent finish.. .
AND presentation AGAIN !!!!
AND THAT MOL !!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ii was super duper unlucky man.
u know what happened ??
while i was rushing to my class, my shoe SPOILT !
out of a sudden !
ii wanted to called for help
but but i din bring my handphone, den neh mind
i oso forgotten to bring my money along !
i was like panicking lahx.
si hui said i walked like as if i injured my leg.
hahas luckily i used my clever brain * PUKE * to solve it
so i manage tahan all e way home !

2009-02-04T00:51:00.000-08:00

Hello peepos ! guess what is the time now ?
is 00.47 i am still busy doing my report and is only half way done !
and i still left with ppt uncompleted ! argh i havent even start doing it !!!!
worst still everything has to be submitted by TOMORROW !
and and AND there is MP test tomorrow, i havent even revise yet !!
OH MY GOD !
ok u guys might be thinking then why am i still blogging ?
cause im stressed, freaking stressed STRESSED !!!!!!
and i have no place to vent except my blog
readers please pardon me.. .

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ shitonei !

2009-01-29T08:01:00.000-08:00

hey peepos dont u think i update my blog regularly nowadays ?
i guess nobody is reading isnt it ?
because my tagboard has been really very quiet
i feel like i am talking to myself? or wall?
haix. pathetic blog.. . .hahas

ok. enuff of my crap
main topic start here
i miss my daddy
he wont be home for more than a week
argh!
my dad is e one who give me the most freedom
as compare to my mum
now nobody can stop my mum non-stop nagging & her unreasonables
how ?! who can save me ?!

i miss my DAD

enuff of my grumbling, gotta get back to work
sianx~ liqing really have no life sia

DAD DAD DADDY DADDY~

2009-01-28T16:28:00.000-08:00

There is so many works to do
is so stress.. .
i got
-15 pdi journal entries
- DSCD model
- DPM; poster making
- stupid MOL revision
- CATS [ unknown yet ]
so stress lahx

there come the semestral examination in 2 weeks time

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... .

ONLY 2 days of CNY celebration

skip skool today, i seriously dun feel like going.
but i got do my works de wor
furthermore, i tink i am goin to fall sick soon
my throat is very itchy.. .so i shld take it as a MC day for myself

2009-01-28T00:24:00.000-08:00

just came back from my grandma house
get to see my appear-only-in-lunar-new-year cousins.
hahas. my sis always changed a lot.
she change every single year, not like me look e same all year round
she say this will be her last year getting hong bao bcos
she going to get married this year. Congratulate.
not only that but i also realised
my speechless uncle bcome speaker uncle.. .

today i very malu sia,
till now, then i realised my youngest cousin is actually the 2nd oldest.
i am sorry_ xp

2009-01-20T17:59:00.000-08:00

was doing spring cleaning yesterday
my mum motto is 'throw'
she throw away almost everything
of cos that r stuffs that arent really useful

while cleaning, some stuffs remind me of my secondary school life
i want those unpleasant memory to be deleted
to be deleted; all ALL ALL !
who ? who can erase all of it for me?
i need to brainwash my brain !

* [[ afterwards i will be having presentation wish me good lucks ]]

2009-01-18T15:56:00.000-08:00

i have a nightmare.
it really damn scary !

Luckily, after all it was just a dream.